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There’s a particular kind of exhaustion that comes from being “on.”
You walk into a date, a party, a networking event, a group meetup, whatever the setting, find yourself smiling at the right moments, tracking your body language, trying to be interesting-but-not-too-much, warm-but-not-needy, confident-but-not-intimidating. And afterward? You go home and feel like you just hosted a talk show.
If you’ve ever left a social situation thinking, “Did they like me?” or “Was I weird?” or “Why can’t I just be normal?”—this is for you.
Because the truth is: there’s nothing wrong with you. You’re in a very human pattern that many thoughtful, sensitive people fall into:
You’re connecting from performance instead of presence.
Let’s talk about how to come home to yourself—so you can connect with others without auditioning for love, belonging, or approval.
Most performing isn’t vanity. It’s protection. Somewhere along the way, your nervous system learned a strategy:
“If I can present myself well enough, I’ll be safe.”
Safe from:
rejection
awkwardness
being misunderstood
being “too much”
being dismissed
that old familiar sting of not being chosen
Performance is a shield that works—until it doesn’t. It might get you attention, approval, even affection…
But it often blocks the very thing you want most:
Real Connection.
Because connection requires contact. And contact requires you to actually be there.
A quick note: being authentic doesn’t mean dumping your entire emotional file cabinet on someone during appetizers. Authenticity is simpler than that.
Authenticity is alignment. Your inner experience and your outer expression are not at war.
It sounds like:
“I’m a little nervous, but I’m glad I came.”
“I’m realizing I need a slower pace.”
“I’m not sure what I think yet, but I’m open.”
“I actually love quiet mornings and deep conversation.”
Honest. Human. Appropriate. Not a performance. Not a confession booth.
You might be in performance mode if:
You’re monitoring yourself constantly (“How am I coming across?”)
You feel pressure to be charming, witty, impressive, or effortlessly cool
You say what you think will be received well instead of what’s true
You lose track of what you actually feel
You leave interactions feeling drained, foggy, or oddly disconnected
You’re more focused on being chosen than on discerning fit
Performance keeps you busy. Presence lets you meet someone.
If you want to stop performing, you have to stop living entirely in your head.
Before you walk into a social situation (or even while you’re in it), try this:
Feel your feet on the ground
Exhale a little slower than you inhale
Relax your jaw (it’s always doing the most)
Let your shoulders drop one notch
Then silently ask: “What am I experiencing right now?”
Not what you should experience. What’s actually happening. Presence begins there.
Performance is fueled by one primary obsession: “Am I being approved?”
Try changing it to:
“Do I feel like myself around them?”
“Do I feel safe enough to be real?”
“Am I curious about them—or just anxious?”
“Do I like who I become in this interaction?”
This shifts you from auditioning… to discerning. From chasing… to choosing. Which is where confidence lives.
Authenticity doesn’t need a spotlight. It needs a doorway. Try “micro-truths” – small, real statements that invite connection.
Examples:
“I’m a little rusty at meeting new people, but I’m glad I came.”
“I’m someone who needs depth to feel connected.”
These are simple, true, and incredibly connecting.
And they act like a filter: people who value authenticity lean in, and people who want performance drift away.
“Performers” fear silence. Silence can feel like failure if you’re trying to “keep it going.” But in real connection, silence is often a sign of safety.
Practice allowing a pause without rescuing the moment. Try:
taking a sip of your drink
looking around and smiling
letting a breath happen before speaking
You don’t have to fill every gap. You’re not responsible for entertaining the room.
Performance is strategic: “What should I say to create the best outcome?” Authentic connection is curious: “Who is this person, really?”
Try questions that invite depth without intensity:
“What’s something you’re enjoying lately?”
“What’s been meaningful to you this year?”
“What’s a value you’re living into right now?”
“What helps you feel grounded?”
And if a question feels too deep too soon, trust that. Authenticity includes pacing.
Often, performance is driven by an inner part that believes:
“If I’m not impressive, I’ll be rejected.”
Instead of arguing with that part, try this:
Thank it for trying to help
Offer it reassurance
Bring your attention back to your body
You might quietly say: “I don’t need to earn connection. I can allow it.”
Gentle. Direct. True.
It usually isn’t fireworks. It’s more like:
warmth
ease
relaxed laughter
steady eye contact
a sense of permission to be human
the feeling that you don’t have to work so hard
Authenticity often feels quietly relieving. Like taking off shoes that were too tight. Like exhaling without realizing you were holding your breath.
Before your next date or gathering, try this simple intention:
“I’m not here to perform. I’m here to be present.”
Then choose one small anchor:
feel your feet
soften your jaw
tell one micro-truth
allow one pause
Authenticity isn’t something you achieve. It’s something you return to. Again and again.
The people who are right for you won’t require a performance.
They’ll feel more like a place you can rest. A place you can be real. A place you can exhale.
And if someone only connects with your polished version, they haven’t actually met you yet.
You don’t need to be more impressive. You need to be more here. Because connection isn’t built by being perfect. It’s built by being present.
If you’re tired of overthinking, auditioning, or feeling “on” in dating and relationships, this is exactly the work I support. Reach out when you’re ready to connect, from presence rather than pressure. Find me at truelovecoach@gmail.com or (512) 922-4822.
